Well as of now I am no longer in MD but I am living in Arkansas. I know weird but its actually where my new job is...well new internship. I am now working everyday with Tigers and Lions and Bears (oh my.. I know you were going to say it so ) and other exotic cats. Im actually working at a Wildlife Refuge that focuses mostly on Big Cats. Its pretty awesome but pretty far from home haha. I'm actually quite a ways from home sweet home of NY, but its worth it. The internship lasts 6 months, so I'm here until Feb. I'm very excited but then again I do miss all my friends and BF ( ) but I'm hoping it will all be worth it in the end. Not too much has been going on otherwise. I work 6 days a week and get very tired from work so I get on when I can but also since I'm quite literally in the middle of nowhere (the nearest town with a mall is an hour away thats how small a town I'm in) the internet is not soo hot so its hard to come by when I can. Other then the new internship life's been well.. life. I havent done anything artistic in god knows how long and I hate it. I want to get back into the swing of things but I know I cant. I want to do all this stuff for others but for once I want to do something for myself as well and thats where I'm stuck too. Lifes just full of ups and downs for me, as with everyone else, and its getting old fast. Hopefully something smooth will come along and I can actually post something here so I'm not just taking up space.

Who knows...

Ill try to keep updates of whats going on..but if no one reads this then I'm not going to bother.. just let me know

thanks